can't help but blog about this! ): ytd spent so much time trying to figure out how to go online with this new starhub thingy.... and they couldn't detect any wireless connection. so slept at 8pm )):
and guess what.. when i woke up this morning and used it again. actually dun haf to use wireless cos it's starhub cable connection. DAMN. shouldn't have slept so early ytd.
but anyway, good la. at least i dun feel so tired anymore. but wadtheSAI TOTAL WASTE OF TIME LA.
and now my laptop's next to my tv. talk about privacy man! i dunno whether to move the whole thing up (and i don't think i know how to also). not asking my dad cos we haven been talking to each other for quite a few days alr.
on the other hand, prom was a great blast. i felt it was total chaos there cos everyone was juz moving around to take photos. i did the same..... anddddd i lost my lucky draw prize cos i din hear my number getting called la. argh. nvm ((: but anw i dun think i look v beng right, with the highlighted hair. there were some comments that i looked v beng ytd :( hahz. but anyway. plus the earring ytd me jes lxy and ail bought at 77th street, they said it made the beng effect look worse la AHH
k man i dun wanna be an ahbeng. hahaha.
bahz i guess life now is juz abit boring for me to blog about it. and i will post up my prom pics someday! :)
okay la. i think time really passes fast... tq was right! before we know it exam's alr over! much as i say i hate exams, i would also say that frm another perspective, perhaps its something that i look forward as a challenge to in my mundane lifestyle. yeah...
exams are ... uh.... pretty alright i guess... i dunno. i juz hope i score well for the papers.. juz that i felt i screwed up chem paper 1 and physics paper 3. perhaps im rather unprepared for these 2 papers due to some reasons. but well. what to say, everything's over.
as my previous post has mentioned, "i have never ever felt so insecure about an exam before". i guess this yr questions were pretty tough and new. definitions like "radian" and "photon" came out! ohmygoodness la............ hahahaha. but hell la, it's over so yeah im done with it too.
juz hope the art and design paper 2 can allow me to score an A. i guess im quite surprised at the amount of prep work i've done just for the sake of this paper. perhaps stress can allow people to exhibit their greater potential i guess.
hah. so now i guess its the time to prepare for prom and stuff! ((:
the coursework photos artist statement
in the light
and in the dark
and here's a toast to all 5 of us (+ joanne who's not in the photo) for all the hard work done in these 2 yrs in the vjc art studio! ((:
i will realllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy miss the art room and all the artifarties there )):
#$$@!!@@!!@#@! i got so much stuff to say for GP. but i guessed... well, winson was right. no point pondering over it since it's already over. i don't dare to aim so high now... i'd rather get a decent B to scrape through... oh well...
so it's time for my last shot again. honestly, i've never ever been so scared of taking an examination like this before... never.. in my whole life. PSLE i remembered studying that small little science handbook until i threw it away. For O Levels, i was sure i could make it through...
But for my A levels.. i dunno. i dunno... what i hope now is just for me to get into a uni and the faculty of my choice. i guess nothing else really matters much at this point of time.. honestly. but i for once dunno whether im gonna make it through. im juz hoping, hoping and hoping. and studying whatever i can to try to make it through.
dunno if it sounds really confusing... oh well..
these 2 yrs have been hell of a roller coaster ride for me i guess.. im juz plain lucky and plain glad that everything juz gonna end soon. i'll be embarking on ns life in april and i guess it'll be a new beginning once again. hmmm..
but im excited about prom :) first time going to ritz, first time seeing myself in a blazer that belongs to myself (which excludes the sch blazer of cos :p), first time attending such an event organised by the school.
wow. thinking about it juz makes me excited. but thinking of that will also mean that i'll have to think of my a levels.
can't wait for 28 nov to come, really.
but i guess it'll be a sad day when that day comes. the day when i won't be a student of the vjc art studio, won't be a student of vjc, won't be a student of tang, won't be able to wear my school uniform for lessons. ohwell, sounds really contradictory from what i've said at the start.
truth is, probably i don't know what "nonsense" im muttering now...
k i'll promise to upload the pics of my coursework after my As k :) having to upload to photobucket first and then uploading here really takes tons of time la..
28 nov.
[latest addition: never ever felt so insecure about an exam before!]
26 Sep: 9294/01 Art and Design (OFFICIAL SUBMISSION)
Yep. time really passes fast. looking back, it's already been a year ago helping seniors with their coursework. and right now i seriously still can't believe that i'll be the one doing the sculpture and handing it in for A levels. quite a scary thought. but i'm really quite amazed at how time passes fast. in a wink of an eye, 2006 gonna be over soon. my A levels gonna be here soon. I remembered telling myself at the start of the year "AIYA, A levels still so long away, RELAX LA". seems like i've juz said it yesterday but ohwell, nevermind, just got to tell myself to buck up hard for my As. i certainly hope to get into the course I want and also to get the scholarship i'm aiming for as well :)
Some things happened last week. Some friend of mine made me tear for no reason, i mean, seriously no reason. but the phone convo we had made me realise the importance of my own friendships. Exchanged smses with someone whom I've never smsed for so long already kinda reinforced that idea that yep. i gotta be responsible for my decisions in life and yep. I NEED TO GROW UP. but i know this takes time though. sometimes it's through hurt and bad experiences that we learn and grow. tough as it may, but at least it makes us learn.
Had recently fallen out with someone. so to that someone, i juz also wanna say i'm glad things have blown over and are fine now. really felt weird seeing u but not talking at all. seems damn awkward but guess its inevitable :) but really. thanks for that letter. muz really say i've appreciate it alot, and appreciate friendships more than i ever want to. haha thanks for being part of my life, still :)
God's arrangement of events in my life is truly great. i have no idea why these events just consecutively came one by one. and all the more He made me realise that things are sometimes not within my control and I would only have to learn how to trust and have faith in him. But through all this incidents, I know I've treasured my friends more and I know i'll want to continue to appreciate my friends for who they are and what they are :) self-respect, this is what we call.
which reminds me of the fact that chaoxu keeps smiling at me when i say hi or bye to him. ohmanz. it feels weird kay :) but nvm chaoxu if u're reading this, keep smiling :) haha
so, please, to whoever's reading this, appreciate your friends around you ya :) (k i know it sounds damn cliche but ohwell, just take it :D)
Ok, since the exams are nearly over for me, I shall be nice and do a summary of my subjects :) read if u wanna.
Yep for now that's about it. OH NO. Candy and Angela are flying off on Friday night. Two less seniors to talk to and one less friend whom I can call and crap like mad to her.
what i can only hope now is for God to answer my prayers
and
what i can only do now is to just mug.
no matter how much i don't like it.
im giving chem a miss this time. i know it's a hard choice to make but shen was right. given my situation now i don't really have much of a choice do i?
nope i don't. and it doesn't help vjc papers are just physical personified killers, all set to kill the students in the school.
but nevertheless, i tell myself, i'll try my best. and if it doesn't work out, i guess it's just fated.
Well I saw fireworks from the freeway and behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring now something on the surface it stinks that something on the surface well it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this and what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease if you've gots the poison I've gots the remedy
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison I says the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words I said the tragedy is how youre gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on So shine the light on all of your friends and when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I wont worry my life away. yeah oh oh I wont worry my life away. yeah oh oh
I heard two men talking on the radio in a crossfire kind of new reality show Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack well they were counting down the ways to stab the brotha in the be right back after this the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy dance with me, because if you've gots the poison, I've gots the remedy
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison I says the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words I said the tragedy is how youre gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on So shine the light on all of your friends and when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I wont worry my life away.yeah oh oh I wont worry my life away.yeah oh oh
When I fall in love I take my time There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why Because
the remedy is the experience. this is a dangerous liaison I says the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words I said the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I wont worry my life away.yeah oh oh I wont worry my life away.yeah oh oh I wont and I wont and I wont....
i'm finally officially 18 today! (: and better still, im FINALLY legal for the pubs and the clubs (although ya la i don't wanna go clubbing).. haha but to free oneself frm restrictions is always a good thing.
thanks to all the ppl who've in 1 way or another wished me happy bday! (: really appreciate it. basically juz spent the whole day replying my sms-es (: *in order of time* (:
- Kor - Jie (so sweet to call me juz to wish me happy bday!! (:) - Gerald - Clarissa - Gary - Huabin - Lap Kuan - Yaomin (he wished me twice la, one in the morning and one at night :X) - Jeslyn - Benneth - Yuqin - Jovan - Suchen - Kee Wee - Shikin - Christian - Candy - Valerie - Lemuel - Zexin - Tze Chong - Lamond - Kenneth Leong - Maria - Shanyong - Cheryl (Fuhua) - Angel Twin!
wow. the list's really long this year. and i feel so loved (: (: hahaz anyway thanks buddies! (: tell me if ur name's not inside kay! (:
not to forget..
- Brenda - Xiang Yeow (a.k.a SEXY)
these 2 jnrs of mine made me 2 cards which in a way touched me (: thanks so much and brenda i know ure reading. i dunno hw appreciative i am towards u as my fren but yep, juz wanna let u know YOU ROCK. and take care, jiayou for promos alright! (: if u run out of ideas tell me kay (: i'll help, i promise (:
im expecting more gifts to come and 2 more celebrations to come! (:
so yep. belated gifts and celebrations. here i come (:
shall upload pics of my received stuff and whatever stuff im gonna receive when i receive them all (:
and 1 more thing to mention, I believe in karma now.
Saturday was super uber fun. Let's start from the beginning. Had to rush down to ymps for mentoring as usual.
Aurelia teaching the kids. More pics below :)
But soon, boredom came over my head and guess what.. My Yellow Brazillian Slippers! (:
Breaktime (:
THEN IT WAS OFF TO MY BDAY CELEBRATION DINNER AT NEWYORK NEWYORK @ CITYLINK MALL! (:
Aileen's cool hairstyle. Taken while looking through the menu (:
Soon everyone ordered food and guess what, it's time for posing! MY TURN FIRST, although it looks weird here (: Followed by Xinyi Jie and Aileen (:
But some people are just camera-shy... Here I present to you Jeslyn Chua (: Blurred Luckyong :) + Carine on his right of course and waitress Sarah who was such a great host that night (:
So we had to resort to secretly take photos of them (: Here's Luckyong attempting to take a photo of his favourite Jeslyn (: Jeslyn Chua (: In the end, I also kena-ed all this rubbish ):
Luckyong got his own "desserts" as well (: haha
See the plates of FOOD above? YES! the food's here at last (: TIME TO EAT! Ok, but before that, lemme show you how lame friends can be when it comes to POSING. I'm wondering too, what's everyone looking at?
So the food's here and everyone started eating. BUT WHAT IS JESLYN LOOKING AT? :X My plate of food (: with one disgusting object left (: And to show Sarah our sincere appreciation for her service, I designed a drawing for her using ketchup! (:
Ok, I guess in the end everyone relented and there you are, group pictures! (: Aileen, Xinyi Jie and Jeslyn (: Jie with Jeslyn (Two Js, hahz) Luckyong and Carine (:
MY TURN MY TURN! Carine, Luckyong and me (: Then, its me, Aileen, Jie and Jeslyn! (: Me with Aileen (:
SEE ALL THE CANDY FLOSS ABOVE? (: YES, its free! kudos to Sarah! Here she is (: Luckyong offering CANDY FLOSS to the photographer (: Of course, not forgetting to feed his dear Jeslyn as well (:
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