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[Dec. 10th, 2006|01:28 am] |
feeling: frustrated
can't help but blog about this! ): ytd spent so much time trying to figure out how to go online with this new starhub thingy.... and they couldn't detect any wireless connection. so slept at 8pm )):
and guess what.. when i woke up this morning and used it again. actually dun haf to use wireless cos it's starhub cable connection. DAMN. shouldn't have slept so early ytd.
but anyway, good la. at least i dun feel so tired anymore. but wadtheSAI TOTAL WASTE OF TIME LA.
and now my laptop's next to my tv. talk about privacy man! i dunno whether to move the whole thing up (and i don't think i know how to also). not asking my dad cos we haven been talking to each other for quite a few days alr.
on the other hand, prom was a great blast. i felt it was total chaos there cos everyone was juz moving around to take photos. i did the same..... anddddd i lost my lucky draw prize cos i din hear my number getting called la. argh. nvm ((: but anw i dun think i look v beng right, with the highlighted hair. there were some comments that i looked v beng ytd :( hahz. but anyway. plus the earring ytd me jes lxy and ail bought at 77th street, they said it made the beng effect look worse la AHH
k man i dun wanna be an ahbeng. hahaha.
bahz i guess life now is juz abit boring for me to blog about it. and i will post up my prom pics someday! :) |
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[Nov. 30th, 2006|12:13 am] |
ITS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
okay la. i think time really passes fast... tq was right! before we know it exam's alr over! much as i say i hate exams, i would also say that frm another perspective, perhaps its something that i look forward as a challenge to in my mundane lifestyle. yeah...
exams are ... uh.... pretty alright i guess... i dunno. i juz hope i score well for the papers.. juz that i felt i screwed up chem paper 1 and physics paper 3. perhaps im rather unprepared for these 2 papers due to some reasons. but well. what to say, everything's over.
as my previous post has mentioned, "i have never ever felt so insecure about an exam before". i guess this yr questions were pretty tough and new.
definitions like "radian" and "photon" came out! ohmygoodness la............ hahahaha. but hell la, it's over so yeah im done with it too.
juz hope the art and design paper 2 can allow me to score an A. i guess im quite surprised at the amount of prep work i've done just for the sake of this paper. perhaps stress can allow people to exhibit their greater potential i guess.
hah. so now i guess its the time to prepare for prom and stuff! ((:
the coursework photos
artist statement
in the light
and in the dark
and here's a toast to all 5 of us (+ joanne who's not in the photo) for all the hard work done in these 2 yrs in the vjc art studio! ((:
i will realllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy miss the art room and all the artifarties there )):
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[Nov. 15th, 2006|03:18 pm] |
now it's the time.
it's the time i gonna get my A.
efflorescence. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2006|04:45 pm] |
i think it's right to post this up once again.. or maybe, im even late..
General Certificate of Education 'A' Levels Examinations
26 Sep: 9294/01 Art and Design (OFFICIAL SUBMISSION)
02 Nov: 8005/01 General Paper (0800 - 0930 hrs)
8005/02 General Paper (1000 - 1130 hrs)
07 Nov: 9233/01 Mathematics (1400 - 1700 hrs)
08 Nov: 9251/03 Chemistry (0800 - 1045 hrs)
09 Nov: 9233/02 Mathematics (1400 - 1700 hrs)
13 Nov: 9246/01 Physics (1400 - 1500 hrs)
9246/02 Physics (1530 - 1715 hrs)
14 Nov: 9251/02 Chemistry (0800 - 0930 hrs)
15 Nov: 9246/03 Physics (0800 - 1030 hrs)
17 Nov: 9251/01 Chemistry (1430 - 1530 hrs)
28 Nov: 9294/02 Art and Design (0800 - 1100 hrs)
#$$@!!@@!!@#@! i got so much stuff to say for GP. but i guessed... well, winson was right. no point pondering over it since it's already over. i don't dare to aim so high now... i'd rather get a decent B to scrape through... oh well...
so it's time for my last shot again. honestly, i've never ever been so scared of taking an examination like this before... never.. in my whole life. PSLE i remembered studying that small little science handbook until i threw it away. For O Levels, i was sure i could make it through...
But for my A levels.. i dunno. i dunno... what i hope now is just for me to get into a uni and the faculty of my choice. i guess nothing else really matters much at this point of time.. honestly. but i for once dunno whether im gonna make it through. im juz hoping, hoping and hoping. and studying whatever i can to try to make it through.
dunno if it sounds really confusing... oh well..
these 2 yrs have been hell of a roller coaster ride for me i guess.. im juz plain lucky and plain glad that everything juz gonna end soon. i'll be embarking on ns life in april and i guess it'll be a new beginning once again. hmmm..
but im excited about prom :) first time going to ritz, first time seeing myself in a blazer that belongs to myself (which excludes the sch blazer of cos :p), first time attending such an event organised by the school.
wow. thinking about it juz makes me excited. but thinking of that will also mean that i'll have to think of my a levels.
can't wait for 28 nov to come, really.
but i guess it'll be a sad day when that day comes. the day when i won't be a student of the vjc art studio, won't be a student of vjc, won't be a student of tang, won't be able to wear my school uniform for lessons. ohwell, sounds really contradictory from what i've said at the start.
truth is, probably i don't know what "nonsense" im muttering now...
k i'll promise to upload the pics of my coursework after my As k :) having to upload to photobucket first and then uploading here really takes tons of time la..
28 nov.
[latest addition: never ever felt so insecure about an exam before!] |
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[Sep. 19th, 2006|12:23 am] |
All that's left...
20 Sep: Chemistry 1 (1400 - 1500 hrs)
26 Sep: 9294/01 Art and Design (OFFICIAL SUBMISSION)
Yep. time really passes fast. looking back, it's already been a year ago helping seniors with their coursework. and right now i seriously still can't believe that i'll be the one doing the sculpture and handing it in for A levels. quite a scary thought. but i'm really quite amazed at how time passes fast. in a wink of an eye, 2006 gonna be over soon. my A levels gonna be here soon. I remembered telling myself at the start of the year "AIYA, A levels still so long away, RELAX LA". seems like i've juz said it yesterday but ohwell, nevermind, just got to tell myself to buck up hard for my As. i certainly hope to get into the course I want and also to get the scholarship i'm aiming for as well :)
Some things happened last week. Some friend of mine made me tear for no reason, i mean, seriously no reason. but the phone convo we had made me realise the importance of my own friendships. Exchanged smses with someone whom I've never smsed for so long already kinda reinforced that idea that yep. i gotta be responsible for my decisions in life and yep. I NEED TO GROW UP. but i know this takes time though. sometimes it's through hurt and bad experiences that we learn and grow. tough as it may, but at least it makes us learn.
Had recently fallen out with someone. so to that someone, i juz also wanna say i'm glad things have blown over and are fine now. really felt weird seeing u but not talking at all. seems damn awkward but guess its inevitable :) but really. thanks for that letter. muz really say i've appreciate it alot, and appreciate friendships more than i ever want to. haha thanks for being part of my life, still :)
God's arrangement of events in my life is truly great. i have no idea why these events just consecutively came one by one. and all the more He made me realise that things are sometimes not within my control and I would only have to learn how to trust and have faith in him. But through all this incidents, I know I've treasured my friends more and I know i'll want to continue to appreciate my friends for who they are and what they are :) self-respect, this is what we call.
which reminds me of the fact that chaoxu keeps smiling at me when i say hi or bye to him. ohmanz. it feels weird kay :) but nvm chaoxu if u're reading this, keep smiling :) haha
so, please, to whoever's reading this, appreciate your friends around you ya :) (k i know it sounds damn cliche but ohwell, just take it :D)
Ok, since the exams are nearly over for me, I shall be nice and do a summary of my subjects :) read if u wanna.
Yep for now that's about it. OH NO. Candy and Angela are flying off on Friday night. Two less seniors to talk to and one less friend whom I can call and crap like mad to her.
ARH. |
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[Sep. 15th, 2006|02:23 am] |
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well. then this is for u to read anyway.
i know its my fault.
but i dun understand why freaking hell you have to be so angry and uptight about it.
i mean, seriously, take life easy.
perhaps u'll find urself a happier person.
i'll leave it in your drawer tomorrow morning anyway. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2006|10:50 pm] |
Victoria Junior College JC2 Preliminary Examinations 2006
26 Aug: Art and Design 2 (0900 - 1200 hrs)
28 Aug: General Paper 1 (0800 - 0930 hrs)
General Paper 2 (1000 - 1130 hrs)
11 Sep: Mathematics 1 (1400 - 1700 hrs)
12 Sep: Chemistry 3 (0800 - 1045 hrs)
13 Sep: Physics 1 (1400 - 1500 hrs)
Physics 2 (1530 - 1715 hrs)
14 Sep: Chemistry 2 (0800 - 0930 hrs)
15 Sep: Mathematics 2 (0800 - 1100 hrs)
18 Sep: Physics 3 (0800 - 1030 hrs)
20 Sep: Chemistry 1 (1400 - 1500 hrs)
GCE 'A' Levels Examinations
26 Sep: 9294/01 Art and Design (OFFICIAL SUBMISSION)
it's ending soon. yay :)
now, back to my prob and stats notes :) |
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[Sep. 11th, 2006|07:09 pm] |
i juz feel i have to pen this down.
im still optimistic...
physics 1 and 2 on wed.
and math paper 2 on fri.
my final chances. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2006|12:33 am] |
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what i can only hope now is for God to answer my prayers
and
what i can only do now is to just mug.
no matter how much i don't like it.
im giving chem a miss this time. i know it's a hard choice to make but shen was right. given my situation now i don't really have much of a choice do i?
nope i don't. and it doesn't help vjc papers are just physical personified killers, all set to kill the students in the school.
but nevertheless, i tell myself, i'll try my best. and if it doesn't work out, i guess it's just fated.
mugmugmug. 21 more days away. |
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[Aug. 28th, 2006|10:58 pm] |
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i think i can only use 1 word to describe vj gp dept: CRAZY
:) but hopefully the new approaches i took today helped abit. |
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