my little world?

dariusndarius @ 2006-12-10T01:28:00

2006-12-10T02:28:00Z

feeling: frustrated

can't help but blog about this! ): ytd spent so much time trying to figure out how to go online with this new starhub thingy.... and they couldn't detect any wireless connection. so slept at 8pm )):

and guess what.. when i woke up this morning and used it again. actually dun haf to use wireless cos it's starhub cable connection. DAMN. shouldn't have slept so early ytd.

but anyway, good la. at least i dun feel so tired anymore. but wadtheSAI TOTAL WASTE OF TIME LA.

and now my laptop's next to my tv. talk about privacy man! i dunno whether to move the whole thing up (and i don't think i know how to also). not asking my dad cos we haven been talking to each other for quite a few days alr.

on the other hand, prom was a great blast. i felt it was total chaos there cos everyone was juz moving around to take photos. i did the same..... anddddd i lost my lucky draw prize cos i din hear my number getting called la. argh. nvm ((: but anw i dun think i look v beng right, with the highlighted hair. there were some comments that i looked v beng ytd :( hahz. but anyway. plus the earring ytd me jes lxy and ail bought at 77th street, they said it made the beng effect look worse la AHH

k man i dun wanna be an ahbeng. hahaha.

bahz i guess life now is juz abit boring for me to blog about it. and i will post up my prom pics someday! :)

dariusndarius @ 2006-11-30T00:13:00

2006-11-30T01:13:18Z

ITS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

okay la. i think time really passes fast... tq was right! before we know it exam's alr over! much as i say i hate exams, i would also say that frm another perspective, perhaps its something that i look forward as a challenge to in my mundane lifestyle. yeah...

exams are ... uh.... pretty alright i guess... i dunno. i juz hope i score well for the papers.. juz that i felt i screwed up chem paper 1 and physics paper 3. perhaps im rather unprepared for these 2 papers due to some reasons. but well. what to say, everything's over.

as my previous post has mentioned, "i have never ever felt so insecure about an exam before". i guess this yr questions were pretty tough and new.
definitions like "radian" and "photon" came out! ohmygoodness la............ hahahaha. but hell la, it's over so yeah im done with it too.

juz hope the art and design paper 2 can allow me to score an A. i guess im quite surprised at the amount of prep work i've done just for the sake of this paper. perhaps stress can allow people to exhibit their greater potential i guess.

hah. so now i guess its the time to prepare for prom and stuff! ((:

the coursework photos

artist statement

in the light

and in the dark

and here's a toast to all 5 of us (+ joanne who's not in the photo) for all the hard work done in these 2 yrs in the vjc art studio! ((:

i will realllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy miss the art room and all the artifarties there )):

dariusndarius @ 2006-11-15T15:18:00

2006-11-15T16:18:40Z

now it's the time.

it's the time i gonna get my A.

efflorescence.

dariusndarius @ 2006-11-03T16:45:00

2006-11-03T17:45:56Z

i think it's right to post this up once again.. or maybe, im even late..

General Certificate of Education 'A' Levels Examinations

~~26 Sep: 9294/01 Art and Design (OFFICIAL SUBMISSION)~~

~~02 Nov: 8005/01 General Paper (0800 - 0930 hrs)~~
~~8005/02 General Paper (1000 - 1130 hrs)~~

~~07 Nov: 9233/01 Mathematics (1400 - 1700 hrs)~~

~~08 Nov: 9251/03 Chemistry (0800 - 1045 hrs)~~

~~09 Nov: 9233/02 Mathematics (1400 - 1700 hrs)~~

~~13 Nov: 9246/01 Physics (1400 - 1500 hrs)~~
~~9246/02 Physics (1530 - 1715 hrs)~~

~~14 Nov: 9251/02 Chemistry (0800 - 0930 hrs)~~

~~15 Nov: 9246/03 Physics (0800 - 1030 hrs)~~

~~17 Nov: 9251/01 Chemistry (1430 - 1530 hrs)~~

~~28 Nov: 9294/02 Art and Design (0800 - 1100 hrs)~~

#$$@!!@@!!@#@! i got so much stuff to say for GP. but i guessed... well, winson was right. no point pondering over it since it's already over. i don't dare to aim so high now... i'd rather get a decent B to scrape through... oh well...

so it's time for my last shot again. honestly, i've never ever been so scared of taking an examination like this before... never.. in my whole life. PSLE i remembered studying that small little science handbook until i threw it away. For O Levels, i was sure i could make it through...

But for my A levels.. i dunno. i dunno... what i hope now is just for me to get into a uni and the faculty of my choice. i guess nothing else really matters much at this point of time.. honestly. but i for once dunno whether im gonna make it through. im juz hoping, hoping and hoping. and studying whatever i can to try to make it through.

dunno if it sounds really confusing... oh well..

these 2 yrs have been hell of a roller coaster ride for me i guess.. im juz plain lucky and plain glad that everything juz gonna end soon. i'll be embarking on ns life in april and i guess it'll be a new beginning once again. hmmm..

but im excited about prom :) first time going to ritz, first time seeing myself in a blazer that belongs to myself (which excludes the sch blazer of cos :p), first time attending such an event organised by the school.

wow. thinking about it juz makes me excited. but thinking of that will also mean that i'll have to think of my a levels.

can't wait for 28 nov to come, really.

but i guess it'll be a sad day when that day comes. the day when i won't be a student of the vjc art studio, won't be a student of vjc, won't be a student of tang, won't be able to wear my school uniform for lessons. ohwell, sounds really contradictory from what i've said at the start.

truth is, probably i don't know what "nonsense" im muttering now...

k i'll promise to upload the pics of my coursework after my As k :) having to upload to photobucket first and then uploading here really takes tons of time la..

28 nov.

[latest addition: never ever felt so insecure about an exam before!]

dariusndarius @ 2006-09-15T02:23:00

2006-09-14T18:26:38Z

well. then this is for u to read anyway.

i know its my fault.

but i dun understand why freaking hell you have to be so angry and uptight about it.

i mean, seriously, take life easy.

perhaps u'll find urself a happier person.

i'll leave it in your drawer tomorrow morning anyway.

re-post

2006-09-13T14:54:03Z

Victoria Junior College JC2 Preliminary Examinations 2006

~~26 Aug: Art and Design 2 (0900 - 1200 hrs)~~

~~28 Aug: General Paper 1 (0800 - 0930 hrs)~~
~~General Paper 2 (1000 - 1130 hrs)~~

~~11 Sep: Mathematics 1 (1400 - 1700 hrs)~~

~~12 Sep: Chemistry 3 (0800 - 1045 hrs)~~

~~13 Sep: Physics 1 (1400 - 1500 hrs)~~
~~Physics 2 (1530 - 1715 hrs)~~

~~14 Sep: Chemistry 2 (0800 - 0930 hrs)~~

~~15 Sep: Mathematics 2 (0800 - 1100 hrs)~~

~~18 Sep: Physics 3 (0800 - 1030 hrs)~~

~~20 Sep: Chemistry 1 (1400 - 1500 hrs)~~

GCE 'A' Levels Examinations

26 Sep: 9294/01 Art and Design (OFFICIAL SUBMISSION)

it's ending soon. yay :)

now, back to my prob and stats notes :)

dariusndarius @ 2006-09-11T19:09:00

2006-09-11T11:10:22Z

i juz feel i have to pen this down.

im still optimistic...

physics 1 and 2 on wed.

and math paper 2 on fri.

my final chances.

dariusndarius @ 2006-09-05T00:33:00

2006-09-04T16:44:21Z

what i can only hope now is for God to answer my prayers

and

what i can only do now is to just mug.

no matter how much i don't like it.

im giving chem a miss this time. i know it's a hard choice to make but shen was right. given my situation now i don't really have much of a choice do i?

nope i don't. and it doesn't help vjc papers are just physical personified killers, all set to kill the students in the school.

but nevertheless, i tell myself, i'll try my best. and if it doesn't work out, i guess it's just fated.

mugmugmug. 21 more days away.

dariusndarius @ 2006-08-28T22:58:00

2006-08-28T15:03:24Z

i think i can only use 1 word to describe vj gp dept: CRAZY

:) but hopefully the new approaches i took today helped abit.

dariusndarius @ 2006-08-22T15:19:00

2006-08-22T07:22:22Z

this is perfection! (:

dariusndarius @ 2006-08-20T00:05:00

2006-08-19T16:02:33Z

why must the same feeling get back to me again?

dariusndarius @ 2006-08-18T20:34:00

2006-08-18T12:49:14Z

Victoria Junior College JC2 Preliminary Examinations 2006

~~26 Aug: Art and Design 2 (0900 - 1200 hrs)~~

~~28 Aug: General Paper 1 (0800 - 0930 hrs)~~
             ~~General Paper 2 (1000 - 1130 hrs)~~

~~11 Sep: Mathematics 1 (1400 - 1700 hrs)~~

~~12 Sep: Chemistry 3 (0800 - 1045 hrs)~~

~~13 Sep: Physics 1 (1400 - 1500 hrs)~~
               ~~Physics 2 (1530 - 1715 hrs)~~

~~14 Sep: Chemistry 2 (0800 - 0930 hrs)~~

~~15 Sep: Mathematics 2 (0800 - 1100 hrs)~~

~~18 Sep: Physics 3 (0800 - 1030 hrs)~~

~~20 Sep: Chemistry 1 (1400 - 1500 hrs)~~

GCE 'A' Levels Examinations

~~26 Sep: 9294/01 Art and Design (OFFICIAL SUBMISSION)~~

02 Nov: 8005/01 General Paper (0800 - 0930 hrs)
              8005/02 General Paper (1000 - 1130 hrs)

07 Nov: 9233/01 Mathematics (1400 - 1700 hrs)

08 Nov: 9251/03 Chemistry (0800 - 1045 hrs)

09 Nov: 9233/02 Mathematics (1400 - 1700 hrs)

13 Nov: 9246/01 Physics (1400 - 1500 hrs)
              9246/02 Physics (1530 - 1715 hrs)

14 Nov: 9251/02 Chemistry (0800 - 0930 hrs)

15 Nov: 9246/03 Physics (0800 - 1030 hrs)

17 Nov: 9251/01 Chemistry (1430 - 1530 hrs)

28 Nov: 9294/02 Art and Design (0800 - 1100 hrs)

(:

the stress is catching up on me!

to be updated soon.

"The Remedy" by Jason Mraz

2006-08-18T12:26:20Z

"The Remedy" by Jason Mraz

Well I saw fireworks from the freeway and behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
now something on the surface it stinks
that something on the surface well it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this
and what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease
if you've gots the poison I've gots the remedy

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how youre gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends and when it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I wont worry my life away. yeah oh oh
I wont worry my life away. yeah oh oh

I heard two men talking on the radio in a crossfire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
well they were counting down the ways to stab the brotha in the be right back after this
the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy
dance with me, because if you've gots the poison, I've gots the remedy

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how youre gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends and when it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I wont worry my life away.yeah oh oh
I wont worry my life away.yeah oh oh

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Because

the remedy is the experience. this is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I said the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I wont worry my life away.yeah oh oh
I wont worry my life away.yeah oh oh
I wont and I wont and I wont....

dariusndarius @ 2006-08-14T23:51:00

2006-08-14T16:05:42Z

before i head away for revision again. juz wanna share with u all this song, by courtesy of gary.

mi lu bing rocks to the power of infinity.

and it is this song which will inspire me to persevere on even during these hardest of times.

dariusndarius @ 2006-08-13T12:33:00

2006-08-13T04:35:31Z

to my revision:

gogogo. u are doing well.

`darius gone crazy over mugging. shikz i gonna join u in ur world of mugging robots soon :)

dariusndarius @ 2006-08-13T00:19:00

2006-08-12T16:22:54Z

im at jeslyn's house now and right now its mugging time.

and trust me, its not fun to get stuck in the huge jam at esplanade watching fireworks ):

but nevertheless, the fireworks are REALLY BEAUTIFUL! (:

now its the time to do dad and mum proud.

my presents! (:

2006-08-08T11:17:39Z

for the cards first :)

by tan xiang yeow. hahaz. yep. my art jnr who made me this :)

by brenda (TER) wei TING. hah (: another art jnr of mine. brenda i know u're reading this! (:

for the gifts:

a glass bottle full of M and Ms (in different colour layers) and glow-in-the-dark stars + a note from Kee Wee (: really appreciate it!

1 necklace metal chain and 1 dog-tag chain from Aileen, Jeslyn, Jie and Co! (:

a box of chocolates from marks and spencer from kor (:

a white arena bag from sis, mum and dad! (: i din wan white but black was sold out so its okay (:

finally, a handphone keychain and a note from my cousin Jonea! so sweet of her! (:

of cos, plus an e-card from angel twin! (:

i've tons to update but i'll be back.

off to the gym now :)

sweet 18th! (:

2006-08-03T16:59:12Z

i'm finally officially 18 today! (: and better still, im FINALLY legal for the pubs and the clubs (although ya la i don't wanna go clubbing).. haha but to free oneself frm restrictions is always a good thing.

thanks to all the ppl who've in 1 way or another wished me happy bday! (: really appreciate it. basically juz spent the whole day replying my sms-es (: *in order of time* (:

- Kor
- Jie (so sweet to call me juz to wish me happy bday!! (:)
- Gerald
- Clarissa
- Gary
- Huabin
- Lap Kuan
- Yaomin (he wished me twice la, one in the morning and one at night :X)
- Jeslyn
- Benneth
- Yuqin
- Jovan
- Suchen
- Kee Wee
- Shikin
- Christian
- Candy
- Valerie
- Lemuel
- Zexin
- Tze Chong
- Lamond
- Kenneth Leong
- Maria
- Shanyong
- Cheryl (Fuhua)
- Angel Twin!

wow. the list's really long this year. and i feel so loved (: (: hahaz anyway thanks buddies! (: tell me if ur name's not inside kay! (:

not to forget..

- Brenda
- Xiang Yeow (a.k.a SEXY)

these 2 jnrs of mine made me 2 cards which in a way touched me (: thanks so much and brenda i know ure reading. i dunno hw appreciative i am towards u as my fren but yep, juz wanna let u know YOU ROCK. and take care, jiayou for promos alright! (: if u run out of ideas tell me kay (: i'll help, i promise (:

im expecting more gifts to come and 2 more celebrations to come! (:

so yep. belated gifts and celebrations. here i come (:

shall upload pics of my received stuff and whatever stuff im gonna receive when i receive them all (:

and 1 more thing to mention, I believe in karma now.

dariusndarius @ 2006-07-28T01:14:00

2006-07-27T17:31:24Z

juz reached home frm school and had my supper. well, not really considered supper la. juz that mum cooked it for me as "dinner" but by the time i ate it, i guess it was supper time. (:

loads of things happened in sch today. stayed in art room till 11.30pm with liyue. guess i completed half my aim of designing 10 different sets of costumes for my manequins (: anw. john-mark scared the hell out of me when he came out of this dark classroom and told me he's been taking a break inside (with ashish) when i tot they had alr gone home! lol

i suppose i'm striving hard now! (: kept using this quote to motivate myself.

"ping ping ping wo men jiu hui WIN!" - its frm the 9pm show.

anw anyone who heard me say this to them muz haf thought either i watch too many drama shows (kend), or im simply crazy (tons others).

but well. i think i am. considering the fact tt school's released at 1025 tml. NO MATHS NO GP. (: that was part of the reason why i chose to stay in school to do art.

but yes. i muz PING. and then i will WIN. WIN WIN WIN! (: ok pardon me, crazy freak here (:

another one frm bernice: "worrying is like a rocking chair and ends up to nowhere"

yeah man lets all work hard!

OHYA. when i was in the art rm juz now. 933 asked for a song's name (which happened to be Yi Sheng Jue Wang by Hong Junyang), and 7 winners will be selected to win a pair of tickets each to Hong Junyong's school concert @ NP next week. SOOOOO. i tried and guess what. I GOTTTTTT IT (: i was so damn happy and started shouting like mad to liyue cos i din expect to get selected. HAD NEVER WON ANYTHING frm 933 kay (: so ya, imagine my excitement pls (:

YAY.

yep. basically tml i guess i'll be staying late again to do art. gotta start doing the sand patterns and mandala tml. not forgetting i still got tons of sound mechanisms to try out next week. BUT YES. i believe that hardwork will bring me far! (:

GO AAAC + B4! (if u get what i mean)

on a sad note, for the last few days. haf been thinking of uncle harry. somehow i regretted not going for the funeral. haiz. haf i changed? into a more heartless person?

i dunno..hopefully not.

rest in peace, uncle harry. celine was right. u'll forever be our big uncle daddy. to me, u'll forever be the big friendly giant that i always know.

dariusndarius @ 2006-07-20T22:29:00

2006-07-20T14:50:36Z

i like the feeling of having things to do in school. was pretty busy in school today doing this and that, to the extent i even skipped chem remedial because of art. Having things to do will allow you to keep focussed, instead of thinking this and that. Somehow doing art seems to be more interesting than studying those physics formulas and chemistry structures. but its quite disheartening to keep seeing that my experimentations keep failing and the worse thing is i can't even take photos to document it down in my preps!

but what makes me keep on going is purely my imagination. imagination of how my final piece will be like. imagination of how i will go WOW at my own piece. and i know i will make the piece look like "WOW" (:

i got this frm brenda. but i really tot it was quite meaningful and motivational.

"compete with every second, every runner and every bit of urself. but whatever happens, just keep racing. KEEP HURDLING"

she's a hurdler so yep. but i tot at this point of time in my life, i should always use this to motivate myself, to push myself on even during the hardest of times and persevere on.

i flipped through my file and found this quote which i highlighted from dr william tan, "the greatest disability is of the mind and the heart"

yeap man. and nice lxy sent me an sms juz now. so sweet of her! (: but ya she motivated me on so ya thanks a lot kay.

to brenda: i dunno if u'll be reading this. but whether u believe it or not, whatever u've experienced now i can understand, because i simply went through the same thing last year. get over the fall, and get up. there's still enough time for you. train harder and do it better next year! i'll be waiting to support you yep! jiayou~

on a second note, sometimes it's so amazing how certain friendships can break within a matter of seconds while certain long-lasting friendships can be built up in a matter of seconds too. i still can't believe i'm on such good terms with my 1st 3 mths classmates. we still meet up regularly for sports and stuff. really really cool. i guess it's the company bah (:

and i realised something about myself in the art room that day when the incident took place. brenda and bernice u know what happened ;)
but anyway. i realised though i blog, i feel my blog being so personal. sigh. okay. i think i shld not touch on issues like love. okay it sounds mushy and i should just shut up. HAHA (:

okay. im starting to love school i suppose. i don't wan prelims to come so fast ):

dariusndarius @ 2006-07-15T15:38:00

2006-07-15T08:10:59Z

looking at tzeqi's blog really made me wanna go overseas. long time since i've been overseas, partly cos of bad financial situation. but oh well. i think at the end of this year i really gonna make it! (: the thought of going overseas simply excites me. i love singapore airport. i love the thought of pulling my luggage on the floors of it. woohoo.

but yep. im sure i gotta study hard for my prelims and my As. getting 3 Os is definitely no joke to me. and i guess i gotta sit down, discipline myself and work harder. (: but anyway. okay im a bit sad. not THAT sad but yep. mentoring's so gonna end in 5 weeks' time for our prelims. i realised teaching's an ...well.. inspiring profession. i guess you won't understand the feeling of imparting knowledge to these primary school students and they treat u as though u are their king. hahaha. on my way back home, i thought of the word "teacher". quite ironically i always have this thought that teachers are super duper old, experienced and etc etc etc. but "teacher" should be defined as someone who teaches, regardless of his or her age. i think teachers are great, and i think i'm lucky to have once joined this world of "great teachers" again, reliving whatever i've experienced 4 years ago. i remembered that tchs sent me to henry park when i was in sec.3 to aid the primary 4 students in their chinese language.

so each of us had our students. mine happened to be ALL BOYS. haha. but well. i thought it was great teaching them how to do the kan tu zuo wen, as well as doing all the vocabulary exercises. to think we all hated to do this when we were student ourselves! haha. but well. i remembered one of my student wants to go SJI but his dad wants him to go TCHS. haha. though i was of a tchs student myself, i told him to go along with his dreams. (much as i dislike students frm SJI :p) but anw. hoped he has gone to a school that he likes la.. lemme count. okay he should sec.1 now i suppose.

but of cos i think it depends on what kind of students you get. im lucky. the classes i got last time and this time are the kind who have totally quiet students! ok not exactly totally quiet, but hahaha. comparing to the students of other classes i guess i'm much more luckier. cos i know i can't tolerate "ah-lians" and "ah-bengs" wannabe-s students. haha. poor charlene next door had all these kind of weird weird students in her class and i don't know whether to sympathise with her or what (since she feels her class's not that bad? haha..)

but well. for now it's studying-hard time. much as i don't like it, i don't think i have a choice do i? (: knowing myself as the kind of person who'll not afford to take risks.. i surely hope i don't panick like hell when exams come. the only solution? to start studying hard then..

revision schedule for this week:

PH - Physical Quantities
         Measurement Techniques
         Kinematics
         Forces

CH - Mole Concept
         Redox Titration
         Atomic Structure
         Gases and Liquids

MA - Indices, surds, logarithms and exponential functions
         Partial Fractions
       Inequalities
        Arithmetic Progressions

and not to mention, much as Nic pons lessons, I'm still glad that this great classmate of mine offered to help me with my physics by tutoring me every friday! (: ok so now i gonna put in more effort to help myself as well. haha. he's the kind of person who doesn't come for lessons and scores 4 As like turning his palm ( HAHA, sorry! direct translation from yi ru fan zang okay!)

and i guess by the time when i leave yumin, i will want to take photos with the students, and aurelia of cos! i regretted years ago not doing so, but im not gonna make the same mistake again. (: so yep. which reminds me that i'll have to take photos with zhongyue and some of the other tt peeps when i leave the training at SAFRA officially end of this month as well.

hah. and if u realised i'm a photo whore (much as i don't wannabe).

and okay, say yay! (: mum and dad's off to some malaysia kelong with my aunt for tonight and tomorrow, and my sis'll be at church tonight. SO YAY! (: whole house to myself at night. lalalalala~

someone tell me how to make this font look smaller! ):

and shikz tell me how to choose my 6 universities la`.. lalala` u already chosen yours while i haven even have a single clue about mine yet! ):

*study hard*

dariusndarius @ 2006-07-15T00:15:00

2006-07-14T16:24:49Z

updated my ct2 results. (: check my last entry.

things changed. (:

dariusndarius @ 2006-07-14T00:33:00

2006-07-13T16:58:20Z

Love is something complicated.

sometimes i wish i don't know the term "love". I wish i don't know the feeling of getting attracted to someone.

i miss the scares, i miss the "=p"s, i miss the goodnight smses. i miss this and that. yet i don't know whether to tell that someone.

ironically there's this fear in me getting into another r/s after the previous one

i guess i shldn't get into 1.

but okay. i think i shldn't get myself sad over this. it's my As and i wanna work hard and do well for it.

...

but right now lets reveal my ct results. anyway was pretty upset over it. but what to do. i din really study during the holidays and spent my whole month studying SAT and doing art.

MA - 38% ( O )

PH - 38% ( O )

CH - 40% ( O )

AR - 61% ( C )

GP - ??

~~i hope i'll get a B for art. tang said there are 2 Bs.~~

and thanks for those ppl who haf either been listening to my rantings or stories. thanks candy for listening to me rant for sooo long about a certain person. thanks kor for sms-ing me when i really felt so alone in my room doing my work. kor was right. one day i'll meet someone sincere, and i'll fall in love all over again like never before.

i guess it's these people who'll brighten up my life and bring me smiles. i don't want to always feel so down due to issues that i ought not to worry and be sad about. sigh.

but okay. great time at ecp today collecting my art materials with yaomin. great harvest i suppose. but thanks yaomin for helping out and by accompanying. thanks faiz too for helping to carry the stuff. it was super heavy ah..

im on my way for 4 As for prelims.

go go go.

I love God

2006-07-11T16:46:04Z

just wanna say.. God's grace is abundant.

I know God's there for me. I know God loves me. I know he died for me.

was planning my revision schedule just now.. and out of a sudden.. i just cried. i cried because i felt so stressed.

the power of music's really great.. I was listening to this CD by Philips, Craig and Dean given to me by Sister Shuhui in my old church.

was listening to this very touching song about God's grace. and looking at my messy pile of worksheets, tys-es and stuff..

"Pour My Love on You" by Philips, Craig and Dean

I don't know how to say exactly how I feel
And I can't begin to tell you what your love has meant
I'm lost for words
Is there a way to show the passion in my heart
Can I express how truly great I think you are
You're my dearest friend

Lord this is my desire to pour my love on you

CHORUS:
Like oil upon your feet
Like wine for you to drink
Life water from my heart
I pour my love on you
With praises like the perfume
I lavish mine on you
Till every drop is gone
I pour my love on you

Is there a way to show the passion in my heart
Can I express how truly great I think you are,
My dearest friend

Lord this is my desire to pour my love on you

CHORUS

I just started crying. crying at my own sense of loss. crying at God's love for me.

Much as a lousy Christian I am, I am still happy, contented that God did not leave me behind. I'm still always constantly reminded by his presence. I must really thank Joanne too for all her encouragements, all her sms-es. I love her as my sister in christ. and I'm lucky God made me meet her in the course of my jc life.

anw. I'm more motivated to work harder now. I know God has his own arrangements for me. I thank God for being there for me.

God I love you!

and inane_genius</span> and kor, thanks for all your encouragements and efforts to cheer me up.. really appreciate your presences in my life as well. haha. have to thank God for that.

i'm alright, don't worry (:

(:

the world cup 2006 finals

2006-07-10T07:43:42Z

france lost it. 3-5 during penalty shootout.

haix! was feeling so numbed about it ): very very sad.

zidane got his red card. henry got subbed out.

but nevertheless, i respect these 2 guys, for their efforts and for their determination. soccer is much more than a sport. its about sportsmanship and the spirit of competing. thats why its inevitable that their faces showed the signs of disappointments after the whole match.

france i salute u for ur great performance. italy was on form during the 1st half but the frenchmen found their form back during the 2nd half.

what i witnessed was a game of pride, a game of determination and a game of sportsmanship.

world cup 2010 @ south africa. go all the way france (and my germany of cos!)....